Caesar :
Mommy that hot! Too much! I open one eye and I find myself clinging on those two brats, but just for me? Shake them a bit 'and you wake up, Matt smiles at me and licks my face. "Ok, you know just how to take this little thing!" I think to myself. I burst out laughing and smiling at me that I look at Corinna, in turn, includes air, I'll become great friends, it seems very mature, maybe even more than me. A motion tenderness take me and caresses his cheek, Matthew threw himself on me trying in vain to tickle me to regain my attention, not ticklish, he is disappointed and you see his face. The push and roll out of bed, fell to the ground, I still laugh like crazy and he gets up with a scowl that would not fear even a canary in a cage, his sister and he laughs, defeated, comes up to me Coccolino and hugs me. I hug him too, then we hear a knock, Corinna goes to open the door and my mother peeps into the room dressed as Mrs. Claus, all tight, telling us that they were planning to go to a party and that we children could stay at home if we wanted to, it is important that the two brats remain with me. I accept without problems, thinking of what to do or where to take them, but to no avail, I decided then to ask them. We decide to stay home and watch a movie, Corinna look at my collection and choose a beautiful film, Evita. We settle on the couch in the living room, Matthew hugs me and supports me while I was near Corinna. Do not Cry For Me Argentina ... I can not keep from singing with Eva Peron, is too melodious and attractive to be indifferent. Matthew looks at me with his face to the question, I forgot to say that my voice while singing is, to my way of feeling, horrible; perfect to impress people, but in the atrocious singing. Corinna starts singing with me and the result improves a lot. The movie continues, at some point check the door and looks at us smiling Cecilia, Matteo crystallizes with shame and Corinna shakes his head, I smile back to Cecilia.
-Cecilia, hello! What are you doing here today? Anyway ... good year - I say smiling.
-I came to take only a few documents in the case Fonera, nothing special ... Happy New Year to you too! They who are they? - Answer me.
-They are my cousins, my aunt came to see "the year last and remain for a couple of days. You rather not want to work today right? Because if that's what you're going to forget it! In fact, why do not you stay with us? My parents and aunt come back soon! - I propose.
-Er, but I truly wanted to end the practice ... Oh, hell! Okay I will stop with you! What are you looking? Accepts-smile that gives way to Corinna on the couch.
-Evita, the movie. But ... we are almost at the end - the answer.
-Oh, never mind, I have seen, go ahead from where you are, the end is the best part. Even if you hear me Do not Cry For Me Argentina! - Asserts.
-Ok! - The smile.
caress the little head of Matthew that has until now remained motionless and slowly calms down, realizing you can feel comfortable with Cecilia. A vision ended, and after you hear Do not Cry For Me Argentina Cecilia decide to cook, so that when the old man returned will have dinner ready (even if you do not deserve it). While the two little apparatus I and Cecilia are trying to do something that is at least edible, Corinna comes to our aid that takes possession literally, the kitchen and I end up to help Matthew with the table. Corinna is very professional in ordering what to do, has the attitude of the leader and we really do know in the kitchen, then we'll run without a murmur. Matthew looks at me with a frown strange, like a whipped dog, then the first free moment I drag him into the pantry to ask what happens, he is on the verge of tears and then hug him gently and he says he does not want to leave, which the fail safe and does not want to go home. I hold the strong, really makes me tenderly, and I promise I would stay until the end of the holidays and then I went to see him, then he smiles at me happy as a clam (nice simile at Christmas time). At that moment the bell rings and as soon as I hear the voice of the host I stiffen.
-Caesar! It's for you, there's Julius! - I scream Cecilia.
Matthew looks at me, puzzled by my reaction, I headed to the door with a frown and a step away from fighting, I am thrilled by the scene that I face, dressed as Julius is the first day we went out together , panty short white shirt and jeans and I feel defeated and depleted. I can barely make him a sign so that follow me in my room, once inside I sit on the bed next to him and me, inside I feel a blinding rage I can not vent. He watches me, my last point in his angry eyes, and began to scream everything I wanted to tell him also feel free to turn up the volume thanks to the soundproofed walls. The poured upon all the pain, all the hatred and the love that I feel for him anyway. He absorbs everything, but does not budge, after telling him everything, or rather screamed, I feel free and light. He begins to speak and I feel the same pain in his voice that comes over me until recently, I confessed all his repentance and desire to embrace all still see me blush again when he speaks to me, see me again when you look down at me . After telling me this gives me a part of him, his diary, I open it and look the first page, beginning two days before the start of the school year. Giulio look in his eyes and his mind back to that period and then as I blush and look away from him, realizing my great need of him. Stretch out my arms in his direction and finally feel his touch again, as a part of me that goes back to his place. He hugs me strong and I can not keep me a radiant smile that is printed on the face as branded. And always embraced him open the first page of his diary and began to read:
September 10, 2007
Dear Diary,
do not even understand why I continue to hinder the king to write to you. And even as I speak to you as if you were a person. Today I went out with Maicol, I needed new stuff for school. Yuck! Just think about me sick. Think to come back to that place where everyone keeps looking at me as a kind of model to follow, even if they knew half the things ...
Giulio
September 11, 2007
Dear Diary,
today I did not want to write anything, tomorrow we start again, I hope that Miranda would leave me alone. Me are done once, stop!
Giulio
September 12, 2007
Dear Diary,
will be extremely concise. At school, the profs have now begun to break and give lessons. All they look at me even more than before, and I'm glad. Miranda gave up with my greatest pleasure. Alex, unfortunately not, still come to my desk every time you change now, but I also like a fag?!? Then that great fool of Mr.Pig (Maicol NDA) led me into the hall and poplar are on a pretty good little chap, smaller than me and a bit 'scruffy, but with my ... No! I do not have to think about these things! I can not be! I must not be! Or maybe there is nothing wrong?
Giulio
I'm going to start reading the new page when someone knocks on the door, I reluctantly Out by Julius and go to open, it is Matthew who tells me that dinner is ready and waiting for me. I do get into the room and introduced him to Julie, as my boyfriend. It smiles at me, Matthew there is really bad but I hug him and promise all that I promised in the pantry. Julius is curious then I explain, then ask him to stop. He agrees. I give him the heavier clothes to put on, just to be fair, he tells me to keep my clothes for our first meeting and I fish the closet and gave them my gift. Before leaving the door Matteo Giulio promises that let me see him whenever he wants. Matt happy again and asked Julius if he will go with me to see him sometimes, Giulio says yes, the little one from one basin to speed on the cheek, as a good child. My smile branded no signs of wanting to turn off, go into the dining room and greet everyone Giulio, submit it to Cecilia, with Corinna and her aunt. Only Matthew and Cecilia know who really is, and no one else has to know, except perhaps Corinna. The evening pleasantly spent in laughter and fun bickering between my parents, in a moment's pause to ask my aunt if we let Matthew until the end of the holidays. You agree to deal him to do homework, I pull out my best face of an angel and I promise that I would help, then I turn to Corinna and I ask if you want to stop, she politely declines the offer, promising he would call every day. After dinner Aunt Corinne and leave to go home, my Cecilia, and retire to the studio to talk about their legal things and we're leaving guys in my room. Julie and Matthew get along very well and sometimes I also feel left out. Matthew is close to my bookshelf and take cards.
head-Oh, no! So what do you do with those cards! But not tonight! Strip-poker-Nothing I say in response to his action.
Julius's words strip-poker wakes up and agrees to play, I look at him wrong and he smiled happily. They look like two children, although two years apart are the same, sclerotic and unpredictable. Distribute the cards to two and the game begins. The thing that bothers me is seeing the body of Julius naked without our intimacy, ultimately I'm jealous. I then put next to him so as not to see it and see, instead, Matthew. The first round is won by Julius, and then Matt has taking off socks and shoes, after a few games then I get fed up I start to go to the table and take the diary of Julius. He saw something in my hand and smiles at me I sit down again beside him, taking his hand, which I have to leave soon after because he has to take off her sweater. Turn away from physical contact with him and I surrender to the emotional reading Sept. 13.
September 13, 2007
Dear Diary,
today I found in the library looking for a yearbook. I wanted to find a picture of the kind against which I was confronted. I've found and maybe it's better that way. Prof. Del Santo today proposed a set of group work for the physics experiments. They are a team with Alex, I hope I do not bullshit. The experiments are easy, but will not be easy with him. We'll see.
Giulio
(I leave out a few days, without any connection with history, nda)
September 24, 2007
Dear Diary,
today I saw the boy. He was sitting in the front row during the presentation ( of lists of candidates for representatives of the Institute, nda). I could not resist and I asked a question, he remained a bit 'dazed but then replied. Well. What should I do now? Look for it or not? Watching him makes me feel happy. What should I do?
Giulio
September 25, 2007
Dear Diary,
I discovered what it's called. Caesar. This morning I arrived early at school and I followed. It is the third in A. during a time change, I went in his class to speak, could not resist. When I came in there was so I asked her companions that I have looked surprised. I have been told that it was in the bathroom so I waited. The professor did not come. Caesar, I discovered at that time his name came in and was amazed to see me from there. I took off and I congratulated him. You blushed. I had to go, so I asked him the number. I wrote then home. We chatted a bit, 'is nice but has low self-esteem. I could not resist and I asked her out to throw out the common sense. He accepted, we'll see how it goes.
Giulio
September 26, 2007
Dear Diary,
that mean? Today fine day, no doubt. A very important day. I went out with Caesar. He seemed happy. Only problem, does anyone know my secret, as well as Maicol. He made a mistake?!? I think not, he seemed in shock. But happy. I do not know I do not understand much. But he has made some strange digs. But I do not have to worry about, who he is compared to me? None.
Giulio
throw an eye to see what happens, attracted by a noise source. Julie and Matt see her struggling on the carpet and tickle, I can not not smile, they do look like two kittens fighting. Yawn, I realized that time has passed, it's already a twenty. I get up from the ground and then take my pajamas, I wear it and put myself into bed. After a while I hear that Julie opened my drawer and took a pair of pajamas, puts it, and despite the criticism of Matt for leaving him alone, he lies down in bed with me and hugs me. Matthew then collects the cards and it follows, gets behind Julie and hugs him, I think my cousin is trying to steal my boyfriend, just found on the other. I therefore take Julius and, with great difficulty, lifted it over me and let me fall on me, extremely jealous of my little piece of paradise.
In the morning I wake up happy and hug Giulio, he wakes up and hugs me back with such force that I run out of breath yet immensely happy. In even a millisecond I find myself kissing him and pushing against him as the drug of which I was in withdrawal for too long. Its compact and body warm and the smell of moss under the clouded me and leave me a little groggy how long I was going on. Not even his betrayal weighs more myself, our rule was always that we could have sex with others, but he had gone a bit 'over, had been led to believe a girl to love, only for his friends, its shape to cool mulls females, for fear that others will discover his true self. The real Julius is even worse for me as the others think he is totally and permanently so, gay and in love with me. He smiles at me and I smile reflecting lost in his blue eyes. A delicate and sweet voice coming from behind my shoulder.
-What time is it? - Sugar asks Matthew.
Both me and embraced him and pull Giulio among us, he embraces this time Julie and I let him do. My iPhone by some dark recess of the world with the trilling tone of the messages, and I get along good-naturedly at the origin of the sound I can find it, I wonder who that might be because my new number have only four people. I open the sms:
_We Caesar! We see all three this morning? It is a bit 'that we do not go together! From that we have fun! : D: D: D J J J _ sender: Simone.
propose to the two embraced the idea and accepted, I remain perplexed by a second tone with which Simon wrote to me the message. I see that Julie always tries to come off but keeps hanging on Matthew, in the end it fails and comes towards me, kisses me softly and began to undress, I do the same with him and stand naked, gently caressing rediscovering. I look over to see Matthew and I intend to menarsi saw looking at us. Giulio then push into the bathroom and then in the shower, adjust the heat and the water jet strikes us when we smile.
